So I found out a few months ago that wanting to ‘not exist’ or wishing you could ‘just sleep forever’ is also considered suicidal (specifically suicidal idealization). It shocked me cause I used to think that way when I was younger but had previously thought that being suicidal meant explicitly wanting to die.. but it actually involves wanting to not live too.
I think its an important thing to note cause it might allow someone to realize the severity of their condition earlier.
This was the funniest thing to me. Because I was talking to a counselor, and they were like “Are you suicidal?”
“No not really. But sometimes I don’t want to exist though”
“You do know that’s suicidal ideation?”
“…what?”
I wish I kind of knew before. Like honestly, we know so little about mental health.
Inktober day 28 is for Commander Fox. ❤ I used my own design here like with my drawings of Comet and Warthog, because I didn’t find any official references for his appearance. If you know any, pls let me know~
Also: The end of my Inktober is near (yeah yeah, I know it’s already November ;P). The last three drawings will be my beloved bald shaved clone trio aka Kix, Jesse and Hardcase.
You can find my other The Clone Wars Inktober drawings here: master list
Here we go, the next drawings for Inktober. This time it’s Comet (day 24) and Warthog (day 25), the rest of the known clones of the wolfpack. These drawings are a bit special because I didn’t find any official references for their appearance (If there are any, please tell me!!) so I used my artistic freedom and drew them in my own designs. And this was so much fun! I hope you’ll like them too. x3
You can find my other The Clone Wars Inktober drawings here: master list
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